Saturday, May 24, 2008

Relief Days

Every once in a while we all have those days that I think are a way of Heavenly Father just giving us a whole day of peace and happiness. You know, one of those days where the sun is shining and it seems to get to the core of your spirit and just gives you a relief from the every day stresses we each have.
This morning I had my first group run for the triathlon. Ever since I started gaining weight when I was young I have been scared of playing sports or exercising in front of anyone. I have never been running with people around before and still carry that feeling from before I lost the weight. Well I had convinced myself, which was not hard, that I was not going to go to the run trainings until I got better on my own, I didn't want to be the last one and to look completely out of shape compared to everyone else. I have been doubting my abilities over the past few days and have even wondered if doing a triathlon is right for me. Well I decided that if I did not go today I would continue to have excuses. So I did it and LOVED IT! I ran in the level 1 group which is the easiest of the 3 groups but I did come in first in the group. I didn't care what I came in just as long as it was not last! I chatted with another team member the whole run and it really went by fast for me. Then off to work where I was able to spend some time with the ladies I work with in Baltimore, then when we came home I wheeled one of the ladies who I have a great connection with, outside in her wheelchair. She sat in her wheel chair listening to my mp3 while I sat next to her reading a church book. She reached out her hand for me to hold it and we sat in the nice weather not talking but just enjoying the beautiful day Heavenly Father had given us and enjoying what could be one of our last times together, due to her health. Thanks Heavenly Father for today and I cant wait for the next one!

7 comments:

Kim said...

thats awesome. I am so proud of you! Sounds like a wonderful day!

pete said...

Wow, Stephanie you are such a special and caring person. Sounds like you had a special day. Great about your running also makes me proud. Thank you for stopping by the store to see me it meant a lot only wish I could have left with you for a visit. Have a grest Memorial day and take good care of yourself. Love Dad

Denise said...

Hey Steph. Call me, I don't have your number. Or email. That is cool that you came in first. You are so athletic. Hey, why the new picture? You look so mad in it.

Denise said...

Thanks, I like the smile in this picture!

Denise said...

Steph,
I can't find your phone number because it is packed away. Email me or get my cell number from mom and dad.

Anonymous said...

Uncle Bob says - congratulations on your training success. I've run lots of marathons and shorter races, but never a triathalon. I swim like a rock!

Keep up the good work. The hardest part is getting out and getting started. Training with a group can be a big help. You've already accomplished a lot.

Denise said...

more posts, please.